So mom and I had a long talk last night…and this popped back into my mind.
Shedding a tear or two because of how far I’ve come in the past two months. I’m happier than ever before and I have started to appreciate everything more. I’m so fortunate for what I have. I’m realizing that my life isn’t so bad after all.
So fortunate.
Ranting…
So much for that relationship… And I’m not talking about Josh.
Ive tried, I’m tired of trying and you haven’t even put one bit of effort into it, whore.
Jealousy is kicking in. I want to be one of those pretty girls. I feel like the ugly duckling…except for the person mentioned above. They will always be ugly in my eyes.
I feel mean right now…but at least I’m not naming names…this is sort of like just plain thoughts…right? Oh well…that person deserves it.
He treats me the way I want to be treated. He treats me the way I deserve to be treated and he means the world to me. What girl doesn’t love having a guy that can make her laugh when she’s down?
Eating healthy and only drinking water, capri sun (with lunch) and occasionally milk and orange juice starting…NOW.
I’m letting this school year pass… This summer I want to start running and I want to stop eating so much junk… I don’t know why…I’m just feeling like it right now… Get myself back together.
Shedding a tear or two because of how far I’ve come in the past two months. I’m happier than ever before and I have started to appreciate everything more. I’m so fortunate for what I have. I’m realizing that my life isn’t so bad after all.
